When I was kid, I used to trust
I used to love, I was young
I had my innocence, I had friends
love and peace, love and peace, forgotten!
I used to run free, I was just being me
I thought I knew, who I was
hiding behind my imagination....
my memories, my memories, are shattered!
When I grew up, I realized one little thing
I was deluded, confused, and truly alone for the very first TIME!
I sat in my room, afraid to leave my lair, unsure
it was my heart, it was my heart, racing!
I got up, blurry vision in my bloodshot eyes, from sleeping far too much all day long because I could
Ilooked around, saw the darkness, and fell back tired, but I couldn't sleep, I sat there, restless! and I tried to think of something, ANYTHING!
there was nothing left for me to do
it's time to game!, it's time to game!,
I grabbed the controller, I grabbed a game, turned on the NES...
it was the gamer inside of me,shouting,it was ready to be free
it chased away my sorrow, destroyed all of the shadows
those were my thoughts, those were my thoughts, flowing free!
I played megaman, until I beat the game.
I sat there, playing, it felt like days
just me and the blue bomber, fighting dr. wily
all of my friends, all of my friends, left me...
and I sat there, meditating, wondering what I did, thinking I had to lament them when I realized that it wasn't my FAULT!
they all got into drugs, sex and drinking, for fun, the fools better run
I'm a better man, I'm a better man, today!
And I see my former friends, doing what they do, as usual, and... I really don't care
they left me long ago, like I'm some kind of forgotten memory or some kind of little kids goddamn broken stupid ass TOY!
and they left me way behind...
And now I'm back! and now I'm back!,
they thought I was gone....but I still live here
they wanted to bury me, and ...
leave me to die, leave me to die,
but I still live, and hope lives inside of me.
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